Care 4 someone...???

little did i know...... that in the deepest place of my heart....

I care bout this special someone... 

and... i just found out that i care bout that person just a few minute ago.. hahahaha..

i've known that person for a long time... 

and we are not in the relationship that u can call friend...

i know that person and that person knows me... and we are not that close also...

ahahahaha.. so how actually i can care bout that person??? hurm..not sure..

human heart is so, so, so..... weird rite??

but am I really care bout that person...??

if u see the person living a happy life.. and its makes u happy..

isnt that means u care bout the person..???

Omo!!! 

난 몰라!!!!!!!! 

Pessimist vs Optimist

People say,

"The optimist invents the airplane and the pessimist the parachute."

So... my question is.. which one do we need to be?..

people always say that being optimistic is the key of success..

4 me... if u're being pessimist u're are closer 2 reality rite?

to make it simple i'll just do a simple comparison between those 2...

( note that the first one is for optimist n other is pessimist)

• brought +ve effect to mind VS -ve effect to mind
• day dreamer VS dream crusher
• problem solver VS problems finders
• inventor VS innovator 
• see problems as opportunity VS see opportunity as problems
• expecting miracle VS expecting bad consequences 

so..what do u think?? is being pessimist is better or optimist?

both attitude are vital in our life.. is like the yin n yang..

both need to be balance.. being balance is what realistic is about.. hope for the best and think for the worst..

when u're too pessimist u'll be miserable..

n if u're too optimist, people say u're delusional..

so guys keep the yin n yang in balance.. we dont wanna become miserable or delusional rite..?

Stay realistic and dream for the miracle... 

alahai~~~ nasib bdn~~

sungguh malang x bernasib baik ow aku ni...

mo kasi jd crita la kan...

air tumpah ats laptop n wat keybod x bole tkan huruf2 tertentu... 

(a - o - p n lain2)..

(msti korg pning, jd aku taip entri ni mcmna?..) 

hikhikhik.. windows kn maju da jd ada plak keybod d skrin..

tp terpaksa taip gna mouse la..( sbb kn laptop aku bkn touch skrin)

huhuhu... 

gni la rupa keybod 2...

pastu member2 aku suma blik ruma..

i'm going 2 be alone diz whole weekend..

rumate aku pegi kem pulak.. ( tido sorg la aku ni)

mo g jenjalan tp, kengkwan plak xmo..plus scholar lom msuk...

huhuhuhu...

cian kan aku...

huuuu~~~

diz gonna be a long~~~~ weekend...

Emo la pulak...

hikhikhik.... ha... ari ni aku xtaw napa... bkn arini jak..

dr 4-5 ari lepas lg... huhuhuhu... EMO jak..

kejap2 hepi... tp tba2 pandai emo2..

mood swing kali..<< da mcm ibu2 mengandung la pulak...

hikhikhik...

neway... aku mmg emo la smpai fb aku pon aku pi deactivate..

huahuahuahua...

ntah la napa... tp... e2 la... EMO( bkn nma sbnar) pnya pasal la nih!!

huh!! ahahahahahha...

bengong~~

omoya~~ i think i've lost my mind.. kihkihkih...

kalo 2-3 ari pas ni aku still lagi lam EMO mood nih..

ntah apa lg yang aku wat t..

haaaaa~~~~~~

-duit aku pon da abis da ni... ya lar, masa2 emo ni kuat lak aku makan... hehehehehehe-

huhuhu... ganaz ow EMO ni.. mkn gummy bears...

makan.. makan.. dan makan...

Asal boring je mkn.. asal boring je mkn.. 

tp bila mkn x plak boring...

korg pena x rsa mcm 2??

ahahahahaha...

sebnrnya da lma aku pkir sal bnda ni..

apasal asal boring rsa mak mkn..

sdg kan bru je mkn nasi.. plik kan??

korg pon g2 gak ke?? 

ke aku sorg je??

hehehehe... 

kengkadang aku takot gak la..

ye la.. bkn takot gemok ke apa..

tp takot ade pnyakit jer..

aku ni kuat mkn, tp x gmok2.. << bkn nak brag yea..

tp da mmg realiti.. 

dulu msa aku kicik2 mama aku da bw aku jmpa bnyk doktor..

suma ckp aku ni normal... 

cuma kurg berat je.. << ckp normal, tp kurg berat.. x normal la 2...

pastu bg aku multivitamin << spy tmbh slera mkn..

selera mmg btmbh.. tp berat bdn tetap sma...

dan pasal selalu sgt mkn multivitamin..

kesan ny smpy skrg...

2 la y jd...

asal boring makan.. asal boring makan..

ahahahaha..

skrg ni even aku mkn nasi 6 kali sehari pon berat aku xkn btmbh...

org lain jeles(konon) sbb aku ni x pena gain weight..

tp kalo korg jd aku..huhuhuhu..

sdey oow... berat aku skrg ni bru 37-39kg...

mcm berat budak darjah 4 jer... huhuhuhu.. T_T

- nak try appeton weight gain, tp mama x bg... T_T -

aritu da mkn bibimbap..
pasni nak try mkn kat Seoul Garden lak la.. ada sesape nak bw aku g c2??

It juz hurt...

I'm known as a happy girl..

yes.. rarely show my worries and sadness to other..

other think I'm easy..

they bullied me..

say say mean things to mean..

I know they juz joking..

but I'm also a human being..

have hearts..feeling..

I'm not showing my sadness doesn't mean I'm not hurt..

It juz really hurt when someone you thought are thoughtful and caring..

could be the one who are the most unthoughtful n uncaring..

could be the one who say the most hurtful words to you..

The word may not be so hurtful if it was other person..

but, when it come from you..

it juz like being stabbed by 100 swords..

"You called yourself my friend, but judging from what you did, your definition of friend might be different from mine"