BLOG?? erk~

wassap2... fulamak wei~~ pny la lama da x buka blog...

bz pny pasal la ni... iya la anak2 Bacteria aku perlukan perhatian sepenuhnya.. hahaha..

aku xtaw la mo tulis apa lg... ya la, mcm da x pndai nk gna blog ni...

ni suma salah microblogging ( read as Twitter) la... isk3...

k la.. saja ja mo buat post baru.. baru blog nmpk meriah ckit.. hihihi...

CHOW~~

Ma lucky day~ ^^

Hahahaha... I guess these 2 days are my lucky days... why?? well, yesterday which is my birthday... hahaha, I got interviewed by RTM1... Actually, I want to be interviewed as I think I might get cut out.. I dont really know what did I answer but well, I guess I did well... so yesterday's news they showed the clip... <<bangga sekejap hahahahahahaha.... and today, I got a free facial... not really a facial, but I get to try a facial care product by Ginvera for free.... where can u try it for free??  on top of that, I also get a promo pack of those facial care worth RM20 for free... hahahhahahaha.... juz my lucky day...

Stylo weh!

Mlm y hening ni, tba2 aku rsa nk g usha2 tutorial pkai shawl... well, da nk rya ni, nk jgk stylo2 msa rya kn.. (kalo msa normal days x nk la over2 stylo kn..) msa rya ni lah nk melaram... jd td ada la muncul keinginan nk tgok2 style hana tajima y cun melecun 2.. tgok pny tgok.. ehh, senang jer nk tiru style dia nih.. pastu tba2 realiti dtg menjelma... hana tajima 2 cun tahap dewa... ko cun ker?? ahahahahaha... btol jgk.. org cun mcm hana tajima 2 pakai apa pon tetap cun.. jd tepaksa la melupakan hasrat di hati 2... kikikiki... tp da kbtulan usha2 tutorial, aku usha la sume style y ada... mak aih~ bejuta2 lemon style shawl ni... pesen ntah apa2 pon ada... to tell the truth, msa kat kl pon mmg da nmpk bejuta2 jenis pesen org pakai shawl ni... ada y kiut 2 seswai la pakai pesen hana tajima@yuna y serabai mambai 2... ada y x brapa nk kiut 2... mmg nmpk serabai giler lar... hahahahaha... aku nk jgk kn try serabai2 ni... tp tkot nnt nmpk mcm org homeless plak... mcm bru mati laki pon ada gak (ye la sedih sgt smpai x sempat nk pkai tdg elok2..) jd aku pon nga kumpul seberapa bnyk style y mampu ntok aku try esok.... mnataw ada y bekenan d hati (dan di muka y agak kiut x brapa nk kiut ni)... 

aku pon nk melawa stylo mylo gak ari raya nih.... XD

The "M" thing~

Recently, people just love to hear about Marriage, yes, the "M" word... this word is so powerful till each and every post that my friend made which contain the M word will get hundreds replies or at least likes ( in facebook I mean) well, recently also, there is a friend of mine which kept asking me when will I get married... WTH!! I'm just turning 20,(yes, birthday wise, I'm still 19)... I haven't finish up my degree why would I get married.. its not like I cant but, there still a lot of things to do before getting married.. 

yes I really mean A LOT~~ 

for instance, 

1- finish up my degree

2- get a decent job

3- learn to take care of household

4- improving cooking skills

5- save enough money

6- buy a car

bla bla bla... but the most important thing is.....

Enjoying Single Life to the max!!

why would I take responsibility of a marriage when I still can enjoy my youth..

well my friend said that early marriage can avoid maksiat...

well, for me, are youth can make you do such thing? why cant you avoid it when you are not married??

those answer are for those who cannot control their lust.. I'm sorry but it is the truth..

so if you think you cannot control the lust... avoid coupling~ its not that hard... hahahahahahaha...

but anyway, for those my friend who have plan for getting married, do invite me to your weeding..

for those who are still single, chill out!

now is the time to enjoy youth.. 

do anything that you want before you are tied of marriage responsibility ( do good things only!)

as for me, this is the last time I will talk bout the M word ...

the next time I talk bout it, I might planning for my wedding...

hahahahahahaha....

ChIlLaX!!!

My Mom, The Perfectionist and Me!

Me, being the only daughter in the family do have many privileges as well as many restriction and task.

It is not a secret that I'm very, very spoiled brat.. hahaha... Even I have a little bro, it doesn't stop me to be a spoiled kid.. Well, anything that I want always being fulfilled and granted.. But it has its price, living with a perfectionist mom make me suffocated.. well, my mom want me to be a proper women but at the same time she spoiled me much.. I'm 20 this year but the 2 year old me still dont want to leave.. I know, every mom want the best for their child regardless the gander.. but having a mom with perfectionist as a trait, plus the natural feeling of a mother who want the best of her child is very hard.. my mom is a great person.. like supermom.. she work at day and at night she is a housewife.. she juggle work and household perfectly (well what do you expect from a perfectionist).. but there is one problem.. ME! I've been living with a maid taking care of everything until I'm 10 and after that at 13 I live in hostel for 5 years of my high school, another 1 year in matriculation and now living at hostel in my uni... so, literally I've have very little experience in doing chores.. hahahaha... it true though, my parents never let me help in the kitchen ( let along make me made my own food) until high school when suddenly my mom scold me for cannot cook... and that's when I'm 16.. for the first time my mother make me to clean the fish... yuck! that day i wont eat the fish I've clean.. hahaha... up untill now I can manage the chores and household.. but still, all my work are not perfect in her eyes.. when I cook, she constantly say that I've used the wrong technique, when i sweep, she will point out places that i missed, when i wash the dishes, she said the way I'm doing it was wrong... fuuhh~~ its tiring~~ but she say it is to prepare me for marriage.. she want me to become the ultimate wife.. ahahaha.. she's preparing me for marriage but she stop me from having a boyfriend... she want me to focus on my studies first.. that what she say.. hahahaha.. she said that, how smart the women is, she still gonna be in the kitchen... true~ so i guess I just gonna work hard to pleased her and become the person she want... well after all I LoVE my MOM!!

maybe this post should be entitled as 

My Mom, The Perfectionist and The Imperfect Me... :)

OLDIES~~

well recently got some gathering with my old schoolmate.. it was nice even though only a few (it is truly few people show up that day) its okay... we had a nice day and get to catch up each other stories.. well that not what i wanna say bout today.. i wanna write bout CHANGE..
yes C.H.A.N.G.E~~
1 word that make all the difference in the world.. people do change rite? I myself are differ from what I'm in school.. I've become more mature and cuter :) hahahaha...
but can we change our memories? the past? no rite? the past cannot be change.. if in the past we've promise to be friends, isn't it to be forever? or do we broke that friendship and I cannot recall it..
how much people change, we cannot change our friendship..
people said that
" friendship is build without word, no promises but stays forever"
but well, I guess they are wrong..
coz, the way I fell rite now is,
"friendship is when we are together, when we are apart, we are stranger"

so to those out there who might have forgotten their OLD friends, do catch up with them sometimes..
dont wait for them to contact you. they might fell the same and wait for you to called them first.. when that happen, both of you will be waiting forever.. and to those who their friend have contacted them, dont make things awkward between you and your friend.. they might not contacted you again.. well its a reminder for me as well... :)

SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT!!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~KYAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ahahahahahaha... puhhhhhhh~~~

الحمد لله

esemen da siap and da selamat dihntar...

ahahahhaha.... 

ringan cket kepala hotak aku...

pasni nk kna fokus final exam plak...

benda2 lain.... pas exam bru pkir... bole x???

~~~~ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~~~~

aku rasa aku da jdi biol la

=.="

Care 4 someone...???

little did i know...... that in the deepest place of my heart....

I care bout this special someone... 

and... i just found out that i care bout that person just a few minute ago.. hahahaha..

i've known that person for a long time... 

and we are not in the relationship that u can call friend...

i know that person and that person knows me... and we are not that close also...

ahahahaha.. so how actually i can care bout that person??? hurm..not sure..

human heart is so, so, so..... weird rite??

but am I really care bout that person...??

if u see the person living a happy life.. and its makes u happy..

isnt that means u care bout the person..???

Omo!!! 

난 몰라!!!!!!!! 

Let's cherish the memoirs.....

MEMORY, MEMOIRS....

apa sbnr ny memory/memoirs 2..? is it something that owez stuck in your head? or just a flash of experience crossing to your mind..?? for me, memoirs  is something that you keep in your heart.. u may not think bout it everyday or every time.. but it still remain in your heart forever. like what Kim HeeChul (SuJu) said,

" although I want to use all my will to forget the memories in my mind.. 

but.. 

compared to my mind.. 

my heart remembers you faster..."

sweeeet.... isn't it? for me, that is memoirs.. today, memory from my childhood came across my mind.. this evening, I've met yet another friend from my elementary school.. and she was my best friend back then.. we haven't meet each other for almost 10 years.. whoa.. at the tym I met her.. some weird feeling coming to me.. I almost cry seeing her but, still can control it as that tym we were in the middle of a crowd.. (actually, we didn't recognise each other.. we only know when we introduce ourself.. hee :p..) after that, I'm feeling sooo much happy that I wanna tell the whole world that I finally met her.. long-lost friend.. suddenly all of our memories come back to me.. the time we sit together in class.. we go to canteen together.. eat together.. talk about other together.. waaa~~ those sweet memory together.. 

currently.. all those sweet memories makes me thinking.. what a great blessing we got for having a heart to remember the memory.. all those memory should be cherish not to let it fades.. lets all the good memory bloom in our heart and slowly try to forget the bitter one.. those bitter memory isn't all bad thing.. some bitter memory can be a strength for us to move on in our life.. everyone must have their good and bad time in their life.. we are just human.. just don't let those bad thing to take over our life.. so lets cherish our memory together.

"lets walk the memory lane together"

P/S

I've been missing all my friend.. Ayong who always there to hear my stories despite how boring it is..

Nonoi who always makes me smile with her dorkiness.. Hasanah, quiet but once she talk u will be suprised with her words.. Jehan, my kaka who always there to advise me.. and many more.. eventhough we are apart now.. i hope this friendship will last forever..

Bazaar, DM dan Telur...?? aiyo0oo~~

Al-kisah la semalam pnya crita neyh.. Konon2, bkn konon2 la.. btol2.. y bazaar d UM neyh suda open.. jd, kebetulan xda kelas.. dgn penuh semangat nya me n my fren Tiya pg la bazaar neyh.. kmi pon melangkah dgn penuh harapan ke KPS( tmpt bazaar 2 la).. tgok dr jaw.. aiseseh~~ bnyk jgk gerai sni ni.. smpy jak sna.. WHAT???????... apa neyh?? pasar mlm kah?? bkn neyh bazaar ramadhan ka?? ayoyo.. pehal la gerai jual baju lg bnyk dr gerai jual food?? aiyoo.. xpa.. mebi ckit2 tp food dy mebi sedap2.. hohoho.. jd ktorg pon raun2 la.. aku rasa dkat2 7 kali jgk la ktorg tawaf tmpt 2.. aish~~ xda pon y sdapp.. x variety pon food dy.. ayoyo.. xpa la.. xpyh la bli pa2.. jimat jgk duwet aku.. lg pon ari ne macik masak sedap.. dlm menu y aku tgok td subuh.. daging.. ehehe.. feveret 2.. so.. aku plg asrama dgn tgn kosg.. 

pkul 6.45 ptg..

so aku n member2 aku pon g la amek food dr DM.. semangat neyh.. ya la.. lauk sedappp... smpy DM.. ok la.. x jgk pnjg barisan.. smpy jak d tmpt mo amek food 2.. WHAT???? apesal lauk dy telur gorg ngan sayur jak.. aiyo0oo.. dlm menu lain.. xkn abis da kot daging 2.. aku tgok barisan lepas aku 2 pny men pnjg lg.. cian ny kat ktorg.. jd ptg 2 ktorg pon bebuka la ngan telur gorg n sayur jak.. tiba2 ada 1 lagu y terngiang2 d kepala otak aku..

" berbumbungkan angkasa kelabu,

lantainya bumi retak seribu..."

ahahaha.. sdey o0ooo.. da la mkn ats lantai ( dwn mkn pnoh la, jd mkn d bliik jak la)..tp.. Bersyukurla.. at least dpt jgk mkn kn?? dr bka posa ngan air sejuk jak.. lg la sandi... ahahahaa.. aish~~ lupa plak mo amik gmbr 2.. kalo x buli upload trosss.. huuu~~ 

apapun.. lauk masa sahur... ok la.. bnyk plak 2.. ikan sambal, sayur n telur masin.. plik2.. pesal la buka posa ciput jak lauk dy.. ahhaaahaaa... apapun...

TERIMA KASIH MACIK DM!!!!!!!! lain kali masak sedap2 ar~~~

A nEw BegiNninG!!

Tiba2 jak rasa mo wat blog.. kehkehkeh.. padahal.. x taw pa2 pon sal blog neyh.. g pon kalo ada blog mo wat pa jgk kn?? mcm bez neyh tgok geng2 len y ada blog.. jd ngada2 la jg mo wat blog.. seh~~ 

like the tittle said, a new beginning.. today, 17/08/2010 marks a new beginning in my life.. kehkehkeh.. I've started my blog.. ok.. for diz first post dunno wat to write.. 

k lar.. aku story sal new beginning aku kat U la.. ye la.. bru2 msuk U ne kan.. Alhamdullilah aku dpt msuk U.. UM plak 2.. hee.. mantap la kiranya U ni.. mmg pon.. tp 2 la.. tuakkkk da.. jd bgnan dy pon hmm.. paham2 jak la.. mula2 dgr UM ni.. rsa.. uish~~ gylak la.. mesti hebat ni kan.. tp bila da msuk cni.. kehkehkeh... apapun.. tatap syg la sma U ni.. blajar pon ok la.. coz, d mtrx da kna latih cra stadi d U.. so, x la culture shock sgt.. k lar.. mls nk tulis bebnyk ni.. babai~~~~